महज़ चंद पंक्तियाँ !!

No poem this time. Just a few lines...


ये भीड़, ये चका-चौंध, ये गाड़ियों का शोर,
अब अजनबी नही लगते.
गर इनमे इंसान और उसके सपनो की अहमियत ना खोई होती,
तो बात और होती..




शुक्रिया कहूँ, या इल्ज़ाम दूँ तुम्हे,
की तुम हर दम साथ थी मेरे,
और मैं तुम्हारे साथ को हर पल तरसता रहा.




जश्न मे लोगों को झूमते हुए देखा,
अपनी नही, दूसरो की कामयाबी पे,
खुद को भूलते हुए देखा...
जो खुद की जीत भी मीठी नही लगती,
तो इसमे कसूर तो मेरा ही है..


कभी शौक था मोटे उपन्यास पढ़ने का,
जो सिमट गया कहानियों तक.
शौक और सिमटा तो कहानियाँ भी सताने लगी,
और दायरा सिमटा कविताओं तक.
दोष दुनिया का मानूं, शौक का,
या अपने नाकारेपन को इल्ज़ाम दूँ,
जो अब मुझे सिर्फ़ पंक्तियाँ सुहाती हैं.

I'LL MISS U, SATNA....!!

The day was first october. From the morning only, i was feeling something different, as if somehing new or different was going to happen today. Happenings in life went almost constant after the college was over and I returned home in June. One of the reasons for he feeling might be he fact that finally the month of october had arrived. The month in which my joining at wipro was scheduled. I was just praying it not to get postponed,as for ma seniors it got postponed number of times and finally they were called in he month of may this year, almost eleven months after their college.

At noon, while I was going to have my lunch, Vimlesh called me. As I came to know about the reason for he call, suddenly my heart beats went high. At he same time I was happy, I was excited and I was worried. Vimesh told me that the joining a Wipro which was scheduled on 25th of he month, got preponed and now its on 11th and we are supposed to report on 7th. His joining location was Chennai, where he never wished to go. I quickly ended the call and checked my gmail. The mail had everything same as Vimlsh told except one thing, the location. I was supposed to join at Hyderabad. Again I was happy and at the same time a bit of dissapointed. I was dissapointed coz I and Vimlesh were hoping to get joining at the same place. We both wanted so coz there were not more people expected frm the JEC, my college, to join. A friend's company anyways a pleasant thing. However I was happy coz Hyderabad was was relatively nearer to Satna and already I had been there once some 4 years back. But the best part of this was that two of my best friends were already at Hyderabad. Vaibhav and Aditya were already there for their respective coaching classes. So now Hyderabad didn't seemed a new city at all. But I was really feeling a bit bad for Vimlesh as now he was almost alone from our college at a location , in which he wasn't much intrested. I was worried too a bit, coz neither some joining formalities of mine were completed, nor did I do any shopping. I was leaving to Hyderabad with Avinash.

Thank God, and thanks to my father, that all the joining formalities got completed on the first office working day itself. And I was off to Hyderabad, early morning on 5th. SATNA, though will remain my hometown, till me or ma name exist, but I guess I won't be able to be back to my city as its resident. I'm just going to be another non resident. SATNA, whether you realize it or not, but I'LL MISS YOU for sure..!!

Bunch of Thoughts!!

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Trying to elaborate the thought process that every now and then starts in my mind.

Sometimes,

When you are totally alone.

Environment is calm,

But peace in your heart gets blown.

Responsible are a bunch of sweet thoughts.

Initially,

They pretend to be your friends.

But as you try to catch them,

They seem out of your hands.

These are a bunch of naughty thoughts.

You get upset,

You get disturbed.

But they enjoy you agony,

They feel privileged.

These are a bunch of cruel thoughts.

Suddenly a few like me,

Finally decide to put them in shackle of words.

Now it’s your time to laugh,

And they start crawling backwards.

These are a bunch of coward thoughts.

Sometimes, we succeed,

And grab an innocent one.

But only the victim comes to know,

That it was a lucky one.

This was the lucky one, from bunch of my thoughts.